Worry Lines

I'm surprised I don't have more of them--worry lines. We have a 2 week lapse in health insurance, as I will now pick it up through my district. I've been having more heart palpitations, which causes more worry. I haven't had my echocardiogram for 2 years now. The 'what ifs' are setting in. I'm beginning to see things through the eyes of loss. Settling down to sleep, I glanced over at my dear husband. He was already peacefully asleep. I was seeing him through the eyes of worry; my heart ached thinking of being without him. I hate these feelings of fear.